Merry merry to my beloved eight readers. I have lacked Internet or time or energy or proper mood to post for such a very long time. Tonight, with a belly full of dinner, a sleeping baby, the sounds of Andrea Bocelli melting "Ave Maria" into the air, I have sat down determined to post. Something. Anything. Short or Long. Words or pictures.
The holidays have been a blur. Not just because of the whirlwind of activity but the flurry that is my daughter. With her 15 months of vigor and scant interest in "independent time," I find us attached at the hip.
She's my sidekick....
- When she wakes up around 5am.
- As I make breakfast.
- When I sweep the floor.
- As I go to the bathroom.
- When I wash/dry/fold diapers.
- As I clean the cat boxes.
- When I packed the old house.
- As I unpacked at the new house.
- When I made Christmas cards.
- As I mailed the Christmas cards.
- When I bought Christmas presents for all of my family and Daniel's.
- As I mailed some gifts at the post office.
- When I wrapped all the remaining gifts.
- As we celebrated Christmas Eve at my Mom's.
- When we flew to Vegas to Daniel's family on Christmas Day.
- As she eats dinner.
- When she falls asleep around 7pm.
Always near.
But I know and I savor and I linger in the sweet moments that we have together each day...just as I wish and pray and hope for a few minutes without her. This balance between wanting her snuggled to my chest, patting my face with her velvet palm, slowly blinking her aburdly long lashes, wisps of hair spraying out behind her ears and hoping for space to write, to think, to read, to just be alone.
My second Christmas Season as a mother has come and went. Most of my important memories were created...the sugar cookie baking, the decorating of a Christmas bush (rosemary, to be exact), the hanging of the parole, and the sipping of egg nog (which Lulu adored).
New traditions also began. The pitter-patter of visiting toddlers exchanging gifts with Nora. Her whimsical crayon scribbles on Christmas cards. A new hearth holding our stockings.
And now some pictures. Of celebrations, of family, and of our amazing and cuddly Blur.
Lovin' her some Nog. Good girl. Like your Mum!
Three of my favorite things. Parole (illuminated shell star from the Philipines), angel topper, and a decorated Christmas tree (or rosemary bush when you just moved in and are leaving for a week on Christmas day).
Our new mantel (and the soon-to-be-painted livingroom wall)...bedecked with Christmas cards and our stockings.
A "it's getting late folks" family shot in front of my Mom's finery. Noodle is really thrilled it's Christmas Eve...she just wishes it could be celebrated a few hours earlier.
Grandma Lola. Can it get more luminescent than this octogenarian and our sweet pea?
Let the unwrapping begin.
Behold - wooden fruit and a wooden knife. Cut, cut, cut.
The three cutest booties in Vegas. Nora with her cousins, Che Che and Bea.
"Wow, fish."
"Show me again, Ninang Daisy."
Che Che thinks that Nora kissing her reflection is the funniest thing EVER.
Nora agrees.
The "Mom is a whopping two feet away from me" shot.
Recovered.
Fun at Sunset Park.
"Lemme go, lemme go, lemme go down."
"more, more, more, more"
"Dog, dog, dog, dog, dooooog!"
A toddler on a mission.
"Dad, you're so funny!"
Snuggles.